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November 22 Nicholashei hei hei...
surprise!!!
i knew u r sleeping, hence i quickly post tis lor!
got touch mou arrr?!
anyway, oni me call u Nicholas
i nid to act it fast otherwise i wil kena beat by sumone liao
let's me introduce who is Nicholas!
not in kl at tis moment...
but veli soon he wil report bc to kl...
currently, single n not available ( muahahahahaaa )
i guess he like tis introduction ba?!
alwayz claim tat he is huge "manufacturer"
coz he supplies 3 most important "goods" to his frends!!
but i cant dispose wat "goods" he supplies
a lot of pros of Nicholas...
1. he tell me he wont treat garlz badly
2. he tell me he wont simply go tackle garlz
3. he tell me he wont go for smoking
4. he tell me he oni drink 2 cans of beer
5. he tell me even if he drank 2 cans of heneiken he wont drunk ( in fact he start drunk for 3rd cans )
6. he tell me he likes to play cards v his coursemate
7. he tell me after playing cards v his coursemate, everyone wil bcum naked
8. Chris feels Nicholas is gud to Chris
9. Chris knew tat Nicholas is telling truth to Chris
10. Chris feel warmth n touch if Nicholas continues to keep his promise
there r many more pros tat Chris cant describe freely here...
wat Chris would like to express tat, she feels
appreciate tat wat i hv now, one of my frend alwayz tell tis to me!
fr none to hv, n then slowly fr richful bc to none...
i had it bfore...
i wish tis wil not happen in my life again!
gud to me but bad to u
think carefully oo, y gud to me but bad to u oo...
hei hei...
Nicholas's Chris
* listening to a song ( yi wu suo you by Show Luo ) November 19 Pat Po Deserve Iti been working in one of the condo at D'Mont Kiara.
i'm sure fr d photos tat i posted onto my space can easily spotted my colleagues...
one of them r most silly old woman in mont kiara...
she is worst than d residents in mont kiara...
wat i mean d word " worst " = silly ( siao ), crazy, madness, fxxker
resident wil express their dislike, frustration, dissapoinment to me...
i can stand all these bcoz at least they shout at u for their distress...
well, tis C silly old woman ( i named her pat po )
pat po cant stand her boss scolded her in front of everyone!
coz NO FACE!
yesterdae meeting, she was been pointed in front of everyone!
" C, dun be so concern " " Try to think wisely " " Dun afraid ppl will cheat d money "
tis is all she deserve it!!!!
can i ask C sumting, " is ur mc stop, hence u feel tension? "
or " ur husband din treat u well at nite, tat's y u nid care fr other mans? "
pat po is getting worst than last!
i think she gonna be siao veli soon coz no one goin to chat v her...
isolate her...
dislike her...
n all noe her attitude fr now on...
i think d word of " d legend "!!!
suitable for tis pat po!!!
fr now onwards, i wil named her pat po!!!
tis is d first time tat i hate ppl till wan to search for gangster team XXXX her...
treat pat po a veli " gud gud nite "
then pat po wil sing " tat's d nite is a gud gud nite "
arggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
drive me crazy!!!! August 16 边界现在我们大家所熟悉的韩国天后宝儿,在日本,台湾和香港有着众多歌迷。 她的唱片在韩国是最畅销唱片。 但在边界的另一侧,就很少有人听说过她。 在北韩,收音机和广播喇叭播出的是爱国歌曲。 人权组织说,北韩的收音机是直接连接的,听众只能听到政府准许的新闻和音乐。
在战争结束后五十年,双方的边界面临紧张和武装停火的形势。 边界两边的生活有着天壤之别。 南部是多党的民主制度,拥有繁荣的经济和巨大的出口。 北部则是贫穷,封闭,独裁者金正日执掌政权。
我回國後﹐這個故事一直烙印在我的脑海中,无法忘记。 在韓國的這個星期,导游讲了有关韩国历史的真实故事给我们听。 其中。。。 这一个是没有人可以给的承诺。
南韩和北韩的南北大战争估计维持了将近有50年的历史。 韩国,对于大家的认知它是南韩和北韩,是各独立一国的。 可是,在历史记载中,它曾是完整的。 没有,所谓的南韩和北韩。 人民都是一体的,互相帮忙,视汉民为同胞。
很多南韩的家男,只要是壮男都会被点名去打这场战争。 即使是多么的不愿离开家北上听从指令,他们还是抱着敬忠报国的心情离开了自己的家园。 很多次的成功与失败,令南韩和北韩都僵持在平手的状态。 突然,3年长久的战争在毫无预警之下,双方的领率有了一项决议。 双方都同意放下武器,把它一分为二。 - 停战协议的签署 – 当时震惊了那些百姓,他们很多男丁都流落在外。 而他们的协议竟然是哪里放下武器就从那里分为边界。 只要是活着的,脚底下踩那边的土地就算哪边的人民。 妇女们,尤其是妈妈们都不敢相信,就一张签署永远分割了母子的线。 在那个时候很多家户人家的小孩,都在北上为国家打仗。 他们还不知晓就这样,永远回不了属于自己的家。 不能再握着手吃饭,团聚,相见了。
即使是这样,双方同意每年开放3天的见面会。 也就是故事感人的一面。
有一个80岁的老妇女,每一年都会等着这一天的到来。 然后,很充实的度过这仅仅的3天。 他的儿子60几岁了,在北韩也有自己的家。 可是,生活素质不能媲美。 每一天,母子俩都会携手结伴的出游。 一起吃,睡,聊,逛等等。 妈妈都下厨给儿子吃。 快乐时光过得特别快,终于第3天了。 很多人都会为在铁丝兰边,目睹自己的亲人回去自己所谓的家。 就一遍的网线,让他们又要再等下一个3天的亲子日。
这一天有很多人送行,一不留神这个妇女竟然没看见儿子。 她四处的哭喊,四处的寻找儿子。 可是,还是不见儿子的踪影。 妇女哭喊着,每个人看了也为她心疼。 就在不远处,他的儿子把这一切目击在心里。 默默的转身就上了公车,等待公车把大家送回自己的家。 记者看见了这一切,他在公车上的那一刻是流着泪水的。 记者问他,为什么不和妈妈打声招呼就上车呢? 难道你不知道妈妈着急你吗? 那位先生对记者说了这番话,(我听了感动的红了眼眶) 他没回答反问了全部人。 就算我和妈妈说了道别,我能留下吗? 我可以不回去吗?你能改变事实吗? 与其让妈妈看到我离开的背影,不如我先选择静静的上车。
就这番话,让很多人顿时鸦雀无声。
Chris August 02 別人點給我的﹐領悟July 27 I Never Get D Chance Againy shud i take up all these!
is veli hard for me to go through d passage!
no one besides me to hold my hand!
all depends on me, Christina!
i never get d chance again...
sumone is looking at me in sumwhere...
but i dunno who they'r?
sumone is taking care of me in sumwhere...
but i dunno who's he?
sumoone is approaching me fr sumwhere...
but i dunno who's d devil or angel?
can sumone tell me d reason y?
it's no surprise if i wont be here tml...
i cant believe in myself tat i stil can able to stand till now...
it find there is no surprise in tis world!
if i can foresee d future i wont be here!
i wil be in sumwhere around d edge!
i dunno how?!
how to respond all these...
how to decide...
how to say yes or no...
dun ask me to decide now...
i cant make decision now...
no one wil noe d result...
if i can c d future, i wont put myself into tis fitting!
sorry fr d mistake tat i been through...
i never knew skyz change d color fr blue to grey...
sorry for late...
i never c u again...
i never get d chance again
Christina July 25 熬过讽刺的是你知道你自己在干嘛吗?
过去了,你我都知道无法往回看了!
何必,还要在那个点上执著呢?
不能再说以前,一心相信你的决定是对的。
这样后悔就不会在你脑海里出现。
“问题不在我这儿”
这是你说的。
“问题出自于你身上”
这也是你说的。
我的认同并不重要。
重要的是我的想法。
过得很好。
虽然开始时的难过很难熬,可是。。。
我学习自己呼吸。
以前开始都是这样。
一直都是独自的。
何不就一直这样为持下去呢。
身边偶尔会有来者。
他们都是善良的。
他们的不知晓,我不怪他们。
因为恶魔是自己。
好好的照顾身边,因为不要再犯同样的错。
身边都是善良的。
没有很多人懂坚强这两个字。
熬过的就是最笨的。
萤火虫 June 27 Koh Rachaa place v crystal clear water...
good for divers!
Koh Racha!!!
thinking of goin v my wealthy mama?
or v frends?
any who wish to join me?
let me look out d tour package!
wil update ur soon :D
cheers for d dae ya Peaceful Mindcan i hv a peaceful mind?
please...
leave me alone!
i hv made up d decision!
juz let it be!
really begging for tat...
i hv wiped off my tears ever since then Red -- > Orange --> Blue --> Grey~ Feeling of d Dae ~
it shown as d title mentioned above
sum of u may ask me...
" how r u todae? "
i wil respond v my genuine smile; " excellent "
todae if u ask me d same question...
" how r u todae? "
tis time i wil respond v my not genuine smile; " oh fine, tanx "
i nid ur support...
i hv no idea when i wil collapse in front of u all?!
i wish d dae wont appear...
soon i wil anounce...
allow me for a " decade "
i wil settle and keep u inform
i really make up d decision!
no care even...
no phone even...
no feeling even...
no heart even...
no luv even...
no time even...
i knew they all r more important than i!
so... let it be!
i really surrender!
surrender all!
surrender hopes!
dissapoint, v hopes, down, tears, yet to wait for new transition!
waiting d light turn from grey --> blue -- > orange --> red
Christina Ng June 23 Wish i Can Stand Alonei wish i can able to stand alone without depending on sumone!
independant n protect of my ownselvse r significant to Chris!
i've been cover myself under d shade without expose to the sun
i afraid of Chris...
she bring hopes; can lead dissapointment, too!
i wish i can able to isolate fr the man!
d reason y, " Chris, endanger to u "
stay far from Chris!
d moment i recall, d sadness i had before April 07 KiaraVille @ D' Mont Kiarawelcum all to my new job environment...
so sorry for being such a long time did not "register" myself at my Secret Garden...
sending my appology to u all, anyway!
well well well...
i'm quite enjoy for my new job environment which is totally out of my "spec"...
would like to spare sum joyness v u all tat d owners or tenants @ KiaraVille is soooo C-U-T-E!
i do hv a pretty lady, she is originally from XXX and migrant to New Zealand.
temporarily staying in KiaraVille.... i guess so...
she wil report to d Management Office mostly Everydae...
when she first step in she wil greet " How Are You Todae? " - whomever, wherever, whenever
she is soo cute...
KiaraVille living v cuties residents n tenants
they r so lovely n adorable
i'm so enjoy to work for them
work happily everydae n smile when they aproach me
i could hv expected to work for a year without transfering to other condo, anyway...
hope tis place can "adopt" me for being a year when i learn how to manage them well...
i realised, Public Relationship in tis field is extremely important
i would rather enroll myself in their "society" rather paying hard to please everyone
when u manage to cope v them, they wil be ur lovely frendssss
anyhow, i like to serve ppl...
tis is where i cum fr...
hospitality industry...
we r under d same n big umbrella...
do not underestimate me, Christina
coz i can able to survive n cope v tis "crazy" environment...
i'm loving it... March 25 Summer Hot Beach in Lang Tengahhey hey hey!!!
long time din meet u all...
hardly hear fr my news anyway!!!
well, happies to share among urs...
i wil be on job for Lang Tengah for nex mon 30 Mar...
hopefully by flight to "fly" into Terengganu and transfer to Lang Tengah....
being as a part time free lancer...
upcoming event.... " Leading Tour to Lang Tengah "
envy?!! anyhow, i stil can be contacted via my mobile phone...
please feel free to call me espeacialy at nite...
coz beach island... ntg much i can do!
tanx for my dearest frend, Alan, whom invite me for tis...
muahahahaha...
i can earn money n enjoy as well!
i like my job as a part time lancer...
open for job now coz i'm willing to travel around n explore those places which i never been before...
wah wah wah
Chris February 02 Happy Chinese New Year LarWishing u all a happy Chinese Cow Year lar...
i noe is a bit late!
better than ntg lar!!!
veli d boring ler...
coz i'm in d office now!
feel veli sleepy liao
T-T
Cheer * Chris * January 29 这是给你的看到你的流言让我有一瞬间的温暖。
因为。。。
你还会晓得记得我有po网的习惯!
谢啦。。。阿伟先生!
感动哦!
怎么啦?
感觉上,你遇到了流星啊!
哈哈。。。
意思就是,你有心事啦!
无论怎么样,都要记得还有我这个朋友兼妹妹让你挺哦!
我想在这流言给大家!
特别是。。。
关心我的人!
我最近过得很好!
我电脑又当机了。。。
所以,都没什么机会上网。
不过,二月会较有空闲!
希望那时我的电脑能派得上用场吧!
我就不会那么无聊喽!
还有哦,旁边韩国的照片还没全po上去啦!
因为。。。嘻嘻。。。
太多了,所以到十分之一时,电脑就出现问题。
很好笑吧!
告诉你们,新年期间,爆竹声不断!
我家啊。。。应该可以变成制作烟花工厂啦!
吓死人了!
摆脱你们行行好。。。
~ 不要再放啦 ~
看了几部偶像剧。
台湾的还有韩国!
若想知道最新的资讯,就查看我的最新7-11喽!
资料齐全 ( 有些啊,电视都还没上映呢 )
所以找不到网址让你们欣赏!
不好意属啦!
就聊到这里喽!
下次见啦!
Chris
ps : 新年期间不要和酒 - 适可而止。 不要赌博 - 适可而止。 不要抽烟 - 适可而止。 最终一句,我不想你们那么早死啦!
有感动吗? 我人好好哦! January 09 White Christmas in Korea ~ Freezing Cold ~never experience the " coldness " in my passed 21 years
recently juz back fr Korea n couldn't expect d weather drop till - 04 celcius
i was so surprise me n my mum manage return in peace
anyhow, it was a marvelous / super / exited trip
after countdown for Christmas Eve, i was on my way to d airport...
** continue my half story **
i was on my way to d airport.....
my flight leaving at 1 in d early morning!!!
i reached airport at 10... so early!!!
anyway... d airport as quiet as grave...
d occupancy / flight column is not as many as compared to last...
sad to say
well....
as mentioned clearly on my heading....
Korea is freezing cold during d daes in Korea!
uploaded sum photos onto my space...
through d photos u can view tat d dress code ~ thick winter jacket ~ December 18 My Next Destiny to Koreahihi....
is me again!
quite a long period tat i hv been leave out from my Secret Garden..
recently, i was busy with my exam --- > back to work --- > phuket --- > moving house --- > ....
i do hv alot of surprise n happiness to share v u all!!
can i express ALL over here?!
1st Happiness
remember i hv taken 2 mths leaves for my self-study during d mth of July.
i attended my exam at Sept with 2 papers!
dun u?!
well, d result wil be release 2 mths later after d exam.
in other words, Sept + 2 mths = Nov ( i shud hv got my cert )
guess wat?!!
till d end of Nov i stil pending for my result without knowing tat d result had been released on 14 Nov!!!
i was not inform d status of my result....
** 13 Dec 2008 @ 9.00am **
received courier service for IATA!!!!!!
finally, i got my full cert n pass for 2 papers!!!!
who wan buy me breakfast / lunch / dinner????
can start booking, i'm available any moment!!!!
muahahahaha
2nd Surprise
during my study at home, i received message fr my company....
guess wat again?!!!
me n my colleagues total of 5 princess are being " hired " to lead a huge group to PHUKET!
wah....
my first trip to phuket ler!!
full of expectation for d trip whereby i can enjoy a sun shine beach, a bunch of coconut juice, shopping paradise, seafood......
i'm flying v Malaysia Airlines n my group size appro 30++
total of d group 300 passengers....
wow wow wow....
it was a business conference
at d beginning, i was been informed by my senior colleagues there is not much entertainment or activities ( is a bored tour )
i din take her words coz as far as i concern i can travel!
well....
i spend 3 daes in hotel without hving any chance to hv a sight tour
poor Chris...
i oni manage to get out fr d hotel during my last nite in Phuket...
even though i managed, i oni spend a seafood diinner n tuk tuk back to hotel
anyway, d seafood is excellent...
tom yam chicken, fried cuttlefish with garlic, prawns, chicken, 2 vege oni cost THB600 ~ RM 50 ( 3 pax )
SO CHEAP~~~
my pleasure to hv a nice seafood dinner v my lovely / cute colleagues
3rd Happiness
mama bought a new condo in kepong
we juz moved to kepong!!!
wah.....
new reno, new cabinet, new kitchen set, new lighting....
Anymore?
So far so good...
i can oni think of these...
wil continue once i would like to added in more
( juz to make u feel jealous )
Buai Buai....
Chris October 12 Black n Whiteso simple...
in my world is oni black n white!
i born in white...
i live in black...
if there is oni 2 color in world, which u wil choose?!
as a human being of Chris, she wil choose white!
" can u explain? "
she is such an innocent garlz whom lives without a mess life...
d identity of " white " is simple!
since 1987, Chris borned n she is brought up in good condition...
happiness family, happy go lucky, lovely parents, reliable relatives n friendliness environment..
anyhow, these has been changed when her world start turning into gray...
since when?
raped cases appeared daily...
murdered cases reported daily...
global warming arising...
human being r grouped into various categories...
rich, poor, good fit, weak, beautiful, ugly
god creates human..
human creates color..
d colors of world r decided by human being!
d colors of environment r created by human being!
d colors of space is alwayz black!
d colors of crown is alwayz white!
black n white is d oni colors for truthness!
Chris is borned in white!
her angle smile n trustful eyes has shown d world another brand new dae...
every 3 minutes, a new born baby report to a family!
every minutes, doctor wl declare a dead body!
luck wil oni appear in a glimpse!
it wont allow u to hold it long!
luck appear in such a way of meteor rain!
there r million of meteor star fall fr d sky!
there r miillion of chance appear in ur life!
but when u wil start grab n hold it in ur hand?
in other words, wil u able to grab a meteor star in ur hand?
anyway, u can alwayz grab d chance when it appear...
wil u wan to take d chance?
think bout it?
if u wil, u wont be sitting n waiting for d million star...
becoz u r one of star,
u r d chance!
Chris
* i am one of d star since 1987 till d dae it end * September 18 Like Sumting Ppl Dislikelet me try n think of sumting new, ok?
nex mondae, i wil report back to work!
2 mths has gone, time pass fast till i cant hv a good rest.
do u like math?
i like math d most...
it is one of my favourite subject during my primary n secondary sch!
i can pass v flying colors for my modern math n add math.
let's me share v u sumting, k?
2 years preparation for SPM...
i took 11 subjects, 3 science, 1 modern math , 1 add math, 1 accounts, 1 english/malay/moral/history/EST
so total 11 subjects lor...
i got As for all 3 math subjects
in other words, i'm pro in MATH!
muahahahahahaha!
anyhow, i'm noob in drawing!!
teacher alwayz claimed tat " use ur imagination "
-.-lll
in d end, i gif my " imagination " to her!
i surrendered coz i hate drawing!!!
ohh...
i'm good in geography as well....
hehe...
i remember it is a compulsary subject for PMR!
i'm good in memorizing d map n " landmark "
besides tat, during geography session, teacher alwayz distribute maps for us to spot those places which r rich in resources...
guess wat, i wil plot neatly n fill v colors!!!
wow...
one of my favourite as well
of cuz lor, i got an A for tat as well!
again, muahahahahahaha!
i like to travel...
in college, i'm taking d tourism course
one of d subject for tis wil be fare calculation....
haha...
another math subject!
no nid to describe much lor!!
u shud noe wat d result lor...
i wan to highlight whereby i LIKE MATH D MOST
again again, muahahahahahahahaha!
i like sumting which ppl hate!
i hv no idea...
i like straight forward answer!
i dun like to think!
as i said, it wil kill my brain cells!
so i like those which is simple n oni hv ONE answer
no complicated plz...
i hate complicated!
Chris
* call me MATH leng lui * September 17 Another Silence Nitetonite, everyone sleep veli early!
i hv taken a nap in d afternoon...
so when sumone told me tat, ' i feel so tired, wan to sleep le '
i'm brainless...
i nid sumone to accompany me throughout d whole nite!
but i knew i cant...
a glimpse flashing in my mind!
wat tis?!!
now i truly understand...
who u r?
y u r being such an innocent garlz who wanted all these?
these not belong to u...
i'm not born to suit for d environment.
i realized environment trying to suit for Chris.
Chris September 11 後悔了為甚麼﹐後悔了嗎?
這次過後我看應該離開一陣子了!
我不喜歡這樣的我﹐瑩!
很累﹐真的很累!
沒睡好﹐常常夜裡醒來﹐旁邊是濕的!
我錯了嗎?
真的錯了嗎?
我變得不開心﹐天是灰的!
不知怎麼解析﹐真的心灰了!
不該是這樣的。。。
你看不到﹐也不想理!
我怎麼辦?
我很像是無形的!
經過的﹐會停留一下。
之後。。。
留下一個只會等待的瑩。
不要傷心﹐習慣就好。
你扮演的角色不是一直都這樣嗎?
心疼?!
別傻了。。。
只會自己對自己心疼吧!
加油吧!
瑩﹐你做得到!
狠一點你就做到了!
這樣的結果早都能預知的﹐不是嗎?
對自己殘忍點就不會是灰的。
記得我今天說的話!
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